Worthy

By: Hanna Haitham

worthy
will i ever be worthy in my eyes
will i ever be free of the standards i hold
worthy
will i ever be worthy in this life
or will i keep staring with haunted eyes
at a version of me i see and despise

worthy
will i ever be worthy in your eyes
or am i missing several pieces that you want to complete
worthy
will you have me as yours in this life
or will you look with ashamed eyes
at a version of me you see and despise

i dread the day
i allow myself to fall
the day i crack my composure
and show you once and for all
that i’m not worthy
looked at through ashamed eyes
who will want me in this life
when i’m not worthy in mine?

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